Saturday, April 25, 2009

不知足的我 >.<

早读课…看着你
第一次下课…吃着早餐看着你
第二次下课…牵着你的手看着你
放学…陪你走出去+继续看着你
>.<
每天我可以看着你的时间 就只有这些了…
=.=
我不是在抱怨什么


说真的在中学时期拍拖也没什么好抱怨的啦…
能跟你在一起的时间加起来每天也只不过是那短短的1,2小时
虽然说每天都可以看到你是很开心
但是…
有时我还真是有点不知足咧
>.<
总觉得看过了还想再看
看了又要再看…
再看再看…
一天24小时都看着就更好(太贪心了哦?…xD)

就算看不到…
也希望至少可以听下你的声音
只要一下…一下下就好…
最近整天酱打电话给你
我知道是很浪费钱
而且还害你整天被家人骂一直打电话
…对不起…
我知道我的一下下就至少有半粒钟了
每次说 ‘讲一下下罢了’ 都会打超过半粒钟的…
但是我真的不舍得关…
T.T
…想听你讲话…
分享你的事,我的事
甚至一起讲别人的事(三八…xD)

To: Marcus
我羡慕你
不是羡慕你跟韵倩可以进展到酱~~远
这种东西没有得催的
>.<
是羡慕你可以天天都陪着韵倩
希望你会珍惜…

To: Sky
我想帮你
听说你跟你女朋友都很冷
很奇怪酱…
我也没有什么权利去过问
不过…
我们都是同一时间踏入爱情的
>.<
我希望你和她都可以开开心心的
As a brother
我更希望你可以拍拖拍得开心一点
To: 东东
我尽量少打电话给你了
…对不起…
上次因为打电话给害你给你家人骂到哭了
不要再骗我讲是感冒了啦…
听得出的咯…
我知道你不能让你家人知道你的事
我绝对会配合你
我尽量尽量顶着自己的毒啦…
Love You~
MUACKZ~
Thats all thats all....
i promised my friend not to write too many emo things in my blog xD

Saturday, April 11, 2009

魔术方块

哇哈哈哈哈~
我成功了
YEAH!~
今天终于完成我人生中第一个魔术方块了
>.< 第一次咧~
哈哈
满足感满足感^^
玩完第一次就上瘾了
:P
搞到我整天在玩咯...
还好今天没有上多少课jek
哈哈
不过还多亏我旁边两个...
pro 不 pro, noob 不 noob
...的朋友 (Lvn + Joshua)
xD
一直在我玩的时候一直tuk我tuk到我会了
哈哈








今天也没有什么特别的...
就第二次下课被物理老师留下来做实验报告
唉...
做他的报告还痛苦过做人咯
xD
挑剔到要死
=.=
搞到我重做几百次...
惨到我要躲在教室角落默默地做
T.T
不过我真的要谢谢我的女朋友
谢谢你肯在那个时候来陪我
=D
唉...
不过我只是忙着做报告
看你在旁边闷闷的…
没有理到你
有点内疚
>.<
End...

Friday, April 10, 2009

...Faith...

WARNING!!!
this post consist of many EMO issue
those who are without lovers are strictly forbidden to look at the post below
xD
...thank you for your cooperation...
=D





1 month and 5 days had passed...
it just worked out so...simple?
as am what i thought before...'love' is a complicated thing
but it just worked out...
too simple 'till i just can't believe
O.O
NOW i don't have faith in myself...
just thousands and billions of questions pop out in my mind...


am i really a good boyfriend?
am i really deserve this?
am i really handle-ing my love matter well?

am i really good enough for her?
am i really ready for this?
am i can still hold this situation for a long time?

will you feel uncomfortable being with me?
am my weird personality making you uncomfortable?
am i really as good as you think i am?
am i keeping you away from my true self?
am i lying to you?
am i?
...

~I'M NOT THE 100% TYPE~

T.T

but i will do my best to be better and better...

...i promise...

...for you...

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Adjusted

weird title right?
haha~
well...
i figured out something lately...


between
girlfriend and study
you can only have one
which will you choose?


well...
i believe every couple will hope to have both right?
except you don't wan both lar
haha xD


i thought i could handle this matter very easily before...
but...
it actually harder than i thought you know? =.=
haiz...
everytime when i wanted to concentrate on studying...
she just pop up in my mind...
O.O
just like that...
then...i'm stunned...
LOL...
can't control myself of not thinking her...
just...can't...concentrate...myself...
T.T
my result just went SUX-ER and SUX-ER
angry of myself...
feeling so stupid...
why i can't even handle this small matter well...

'till now...
i've found a way to make me concentrate again^^
YEAH~
what's that?
that is...
keep doing my homework~~~
make myself busy~
make myself no time to think about her...


i know i know...
=.=
when i've got girlfriend...
i didn't actually always done my homework
:P


i hereby apologize to my girlfriend because...

i might used my time on studying sometimes, so...

maybe sometimes i didn't spend alot of time with you...

but i hope you could understand

T.T

So...
i've finally adjusted my life back!~
haha
but the difference is...
i added 1 girlfriend into my life
xD